Showing posts with label anger toward God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anger toward God. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 4, 2025

God’s Sovereignty in the Midst of Tragedy

2 “Jesus answered, ‘Do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than all the other Galileans because they suffered this way? 3 I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish. 4 Or those eighteen who died when the tower in Siloam fell on them—do you think they were more guilty than all the others living in Jerusalem? 5 I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish’” (Luke 13:2-5).


How do we grapple with tragedy


Especially when multiple people died in it


How did God decide that all of them would die 

On the same fateful day

At the same time

In the same way


Did God plan it

Did He allow it

Did He know it


Questions and doubts boggle our minds

When tragedy strikes


Why

Why God

Why them

Why in such a way

Why then

Why


How

How are You in charge

How could You have allowed it

Innocent people died

Good people perished

Lives not fully lived cut short

All in an instant


Abraham bargained with God over Sodom

Would God destroy a city with righteous people in it

How many righteous people would it take to make God 

Relent from destroying completely

50?

45?

40?

30?

20?

10?


What is the magic number

How many righteous souls would it take

To avert disaster and judgment


Is every disaster a judgment from God

Do bad things not happen to good people


After all

It’s only fair that we get our just deserts

Isn’t that how life is supposed to work


We reap what we sow

The righteous reap righteousness

The wicked their doom

Every choice has its consequence we were told



God’s ways are higher than our ways


God’s ways can be very peculiar in our minds


Jesus refuted that when people died unjustly or in disasters

Is because of their sins


“But”


Jesus said

But unless we repent

We too will perish


God does not always answer our questions head on

We are not given a direct or concise answer

To our questions

Our quandaries

Our confusions

Our frustrations

Our grapplings

Our struggles

Our anger


But

 

But if we do not repent

But if we do not address our mea culpa


We too will perish

We too will die in our sins


Not necessarily in a disaster

We most likely will live to a ripe old age


But


But our souls will also perish

If we do not repent

If we do not take every opportunity to examine our own souls

Our 

Expectations

Perspectives 

Attitudes

Thoughts

Motives

Desires

Choices

Actions

Values



We have no control over the world

Over what happens to others

Over our life's circumstances


We are pitifully weak and frail

For we are but dust

From dust to dust we shall return

We exist but in a fleeting moment

In a flash

In our flesh

Weak and powerless


However

We have agency

We can choose

How we show up


The mindset we chose to adopt

The perspective we choose to take

The values we choose to embrace

The hope we choose to hold on to


All of these are opportunities for us

To know who we are

What we believe

What is dear to us


What stuff are we made of on the inside


Who do we believe in

In whom or what we place our trust and faith


In our weak and fleeting life

In systems that are fraught with problems and failures

In other weak and sinful people


Or in God


Knowing that He holds the future

Only God sees the end from the beginning

God knew every day before one day came into being


God promises to hold 

Our hands

Our hearts

Our futures


God promises to give us hope and a future 


God promises to

Be with us


Immanuel

God with us


In the midst of grief

In the midst of doubts

In the midst of tragedy

In the midst of our anger

In the midst of our loneliness

In the midst of our helplessness

In the midst of our powerlessness


God’s presence is what He promises

All the time

Every time


Turn 

Turn to Him

Turn toward Him when you shout at Him


God can take our anger

He can take our doubts


God loves us still

In the middle of our tantrums


Go

Run

Confidently

Into the Throne Room of Grace

To receive mercy and find grace 

In our times of need


In the midst of our

Confusion

Doubts

Anger

Rage


God says

Come

Come to me

Come all who are weary and heavy laden 

Come into My arms

Come into My embrace

Come and let me comfort you

Come and let me strengthen you

Come and let me refresh and renew you


Come 

And

BE...


Monday, December 2, 2019


Where was God in the Middle of a Ministry Storm
(Part 2 of 3)


How do we react

How shall we respond


When God is


Silent


After we have been obedient to do His bidding


At the least we are confused

We doubt ourselves

We doubt our spiritual sighting

Did we not hear correctly

Did we jump into a ministry opportunity

Out of our own selfish ambition

Out of our own misguided motives


Did God really say…


Did we sin and this is God’s punishment


Because if we did do what God has told us to do

Wouldn’t He be supplying all that we’d need

Especially when we are doing His bidding


Come on now

God


We’re doing our part

to do Your Will



Where are You

Where is Your part

Where are Your provisions


After all

We are doing Your Will

Not ours


We’ve counted the cost

And paid the price


We’ve acted out of obedience

Even when it cost us so much


Now You go abandoning us


Come on now

God



Do we walk away



Do we turn our backs from God


Since He has turned His back on us


Do we walk away from not just His calling

But also from Him


Because He has not met

Our expectation

What we deserve



Walking in this narrow way has been too tough

We’ve persisted all these years

And it bore us nothing


Let’s now go to the smooth path

The wide and easy gate


Like Peter did after Christ’s death

Let’s go back fishing

Let’s go back to our previous vocation


Ministry was good while it lasted

And now it’s over


Let’s turn back to what we knew

Before Christ called us


That season of ministry is over


Now it’s back to the usual

Back to the former

Back to what is familiar

Back to what feels safe


No more price to pay


Comfort

Familiarity


Back to what we know to expect

Back to reaping what we can sow in our strength



Or

At best, this might be a new chapter of our lives


It’s time to try something brand new


We don’t have to waste what we’ve learned

We can incorporate our experiences and expertise

gained while in ministry

Along with what we learned before entering ministry


Start something new


Since God is obviously no longer blessing us in this ministry




Or

Do we walk away from God completely

Since He abandoned us first

He no longer is deserving of our devotion

God abandoned us

God rejected us

We reject You back


You walked away from us God

We now walk away from You


See how that feels


G          O         D




TO BE CONTINUED…